It’s so nice to meet you and thank you for joining me and my journey of finding peace, strength, and healing while discovering who I am despite the harsh, seasons of storms, that have shaped me into who I am today. I apologize in advance if this is not your normal blog or in order, but I have a lot of things to say and to share with those who have been hurt, may still be hurting, or find themselves wondering if anyone could possibly understand what’s it like to endure a season full of devastating storms.
They say, “when life gives you lemons …. make lemonade.” Well, what do you do when you don’t like lemons, or you have ended up with a surplus of lemons and just keeps pouring down lemons on you? Do you ever feel like your whole life has been full of lemons, and before you know it, you have become someone or something very bitter that you didn’t even know you were capable of becoming? That happened to me and before I knew it, I found myself in some pretty dark areas of life. The storms just kept raging, I lost my will to keep going, and I did not believe I would survive my bipolar season of storms. My Seasons of Storms is my untold story of things I have had to face and overcome such as betrayal, loss, addiction, abuse, hatred, and so much more. I would like to share with you, and invite you to follow along with me, as I share My Season of Storms and what the journey of healing looks and feels like after experiencing the various cruelties that life will throw at you. For anyone who feels like they are lost and can’t be found, can’t see the light at the end of the tunnel, and/or finds themselves at the end of their rope, please DO NOT GIVE UP!! I hope and pray that My Season of Storms, will encourage you to keep your head up, hold on, and to keep pushing forward, because if you can weather the storms of life and the devastation that is left for you to clean up, there is a light at the end of the tunnel. You will come out on the other side of this, a new you and a healed you.
Life is not always peaches and cream, nor is life fair. Ever find yourself asking who picks and choses the hands you are dealt with in life? I know I have, even more so recently, with the latest stuff I have been trying to sort through and come to terms with. Recently, I have found myself angry …. and I mean really angry. In general, I’m not even an angry person but due to some recent emotional trauma I have to walk out and deal with, I just find myself, at times, just full of anger and rage. But let’s not stop there, in addition to the recent emotional trauma that about done me in, let’s throw on top of that an ugly divorce, unresolved and undealt with various forms of trauma that I experienced since childhood, and before I knew it, the perfect atmosphere has been created for a season of storms.